challege.

each day is a challenge to have a better day than yesterday.



sorry for not posting for almost a week now,. i just don't feel like posting when there are a lot of schoolworks to do. i'll try to catch up as soon as i finished everything. promise!^^,

i'm legal!

woa,.. i haven't blogged for a long time..
and yea,. i turned 18 this day(july 23).

this day is so far the best bday that i ever had.
i don't know why but, maybe it's because i celebrated it in a different way..
haha.. and later this lunch time,.. i got surprised when the staff of the restau. that we went to danced(a little) and sang a happy birthday for me.. i was soooo... embarrassed but not in a negative way,. haha^^, to make it short. IT WAS FUN.^^,

a million thanks to those people who greeted me this day.. you all made me feel special this day..^^,

alone,..abandoned...

i

another rain on a sunny day

that washes away every inch of light

i tried to wipe them all away

but it keeps on blinding my sight



ii

time kept all it's memories

and trapped them in every drop

and now all that's left is nothing

as it dries out in waiting



iii

you took the light when you left

not even a spare to see whats ahead of me

you left me bind sighted

w/ all those visions of pretentious light



by: Patricia V. Aquino

12,28

i

each word tells a mystery

every action implies confusion

each glance is an imagination

and every dream is a wish for reality

ii



that look seems different

it's a bewildering truth

a truth that lies to the beholder

and then creates fantasy



iii

those words are smooth

as if it means more than what is said

or it is as shallow as what it means

that it deepens no word



iv

these dreams are wishful

strings of hope are attached in every image

but these picture gets vague as i go nearer

and strings get thinner as i hold onto hope



v
those actions are deceiving

and i melt with it as i flow into belief

but something might have stopped me

to keep on believing in my own lies



vi

all this time it seems that im alone

thought someone just got lost in my way

but it's just me and paramoia

and thought that someone might have shared lies w/ me. . .


by: Patricia V. Aquino

ha, ha, ha!^^,

just when i thought i've figured it out
i found myself so lost in your words
i thought i knew what it's all about
so i never even try to doubt

but this time i'll trust my intuition
i've sorted out the facts from fiction

i've made a mistake of falling
don't even try to call me mine!
you told me i'm your everything
sorry.. i won't believe that line!

save your words for your other woman
coz you're just like any other man
then i'll save my ha,ha,ha's for you
and better practice what you're gonna do

it's now my turn to play this game
let's see who will end up in shame
you will never see me crying
but you'll surely see me laughing

by: Patricia V. Aquino

Is This the End?

can you hear me?
there's something that i want you to know
that i'm dying to tell you
how much you mean to me

my heart's shouting in silence
and it's drowning in tears
can you give us a chance
and take back what we have for years?

breathing gets harder
in each passing day
i can't seem to get over
the mem'ries i cant erase

will it end this easy?
do we have to say goodbye?
we both have said our sorry's
but still, we're meant to cry.

can we save ourselves from this?
and bring back everything we've missed


by: Patricia V. Aquino

Write in white heat, but edit in cold blood.

write, write, write, everyday.

write about anything you want, everything that you can see..

just write.

others might say that writing is hard but there's nothing really hard in writing.

all you have to do is to get a pen and a paper, or sit down in front of your computer, open an application for writing and then start writing! it's that simple!

there are no boundaries when it comes to picking a subject for writing.

you can write about your pet, your pillows, your house, your hair, a person.. and even the simplest or smallest thing that you can see..

but you should always remember that after writing an article, a composition, a poem, etc...

you should edit it as if it is not your work. you should look at every detail of it and see if there's something that should be deleted, revised, or edited.

that is why we should write in white heat, but edit in cold blood.